wipe your makeup away look at yourself in the mirror what do you see behind those circled eyes, black and blue, colors of the sky day and night -- you have become the earth and you embody all in it. you. you have endured some pain that not many people have and yet you stand there wiping away the mascara wiping away the stain from the act that punctured your psyche and your flesh. unwanted, unneeded, undeserved. you decide your fate from here. will you choose to let it mark you or will you allow it to be wiped off, taking the memory, the feeling the death it caused inside you and throw it into the abyss of what will never be again because you will come back a thousand times stronger than you ever were before.