spread-eagle at the summit facing endless gusts of sandy billows, mountain-backed vitruvian man, i flail frustration at the outer drips against, again in toes forget the boots the pack the bearbag full of snacks the nylon thunder night-fret flash of demon forking shamefaced fear in throat of shaken chest or weakness soaking downy thermarest-- underfed it seemed so clear! with only distant puffs within the blue so here i lay despite the warnings hitherto-- the stakes have ripped electric by the sky or sudden wind as corners rock and threaten rolling off into the gale--i sweat to add a static vision sailing back alone, a teardrop tent against the lightning caverns of the clouds a skeleton of light suspended in the strike, a sierra sign designedly godlike, zapped nocturnal whisk i am in awe now fearful grateful mythos-understood of human imagination's pawn still prone with whining seams the poles still hold within the whipping whites so loud to tug my heels against the flying fabric portal damp enstormed insomniac to will the stony sand there once again to sleep perhaps another dozen in before the morning knuckles pound the staff from off this mountaintop
this is what i got for camping on the sandy summit of Carter Dome, where the soil is too loose to hold tent stakes. the lightning storm ripped them right out and tossed me around til just before sunrise