I hate you...
That is what my head has finally decided but as I ponder on this decision I'm trying to find reasons to back up my reason and.....
nothing.
Not one piece of evidence.


The thing is, I have every reason to hate you.
You go out a lot and you stay out late and here I am wondering what you're doing who you're with what the hell you're up to and still.....
nothing.
Not one doubt in my heart.


Yes, I specified my heart because my mind has a mind of it's own and as I try to convince it of all the reasons that you'd never in any sort of way hurt me nor have I given you a reason to, it still doubts.

So I let it take me to all the possible scenarios where you'd do me wrong and I try to find by any possible means in which this can be true and again.....
nothing.
Not one second do I mistrust you.


Although all good things must come to an end....
I wish you to be forever.