the curtains rise and all i can think about are the rows of faces that i know nothing about and the pressure of putting on a good show my body moves according to muscle memory as the music starts to play
don't miss your cue don't miss your cue don't miss your cue
i hit each note and beat as needed, but that's just the first scene you come up on stage once again the same time i do and you look at me the way you were instructed to do so
don't break character don't break character don't break character
i deliver the lines as i'd internalized for but little do you know i'm dying inside we're told to look eye to eye for this one song and i slide my fingers through the spaces between yours
don't fall in love don't fall in love don't fall in love
i braced myself for the last few notes of the song, but i braced myself even more for the reality that is to come once the curtains come down
i approach you offstage with every intention to tell you what i feel but i miss my cue
i put on a strong face to show i'm not hurting but i break character
i told myself i wouldn't let my feelings get in the way but i fell in love