My mind is the only part I have left of me.... And for that it is sacred... My secrets are mine... I’ve shared few with anybody... It is more than sharing a story... These are my deepest, darkest fears and insecurities... The reasons that make me me... So much I can’t tell... So much I can’t say... So much I refuse to admit... I can’t risk losing myself by betrayal again. I know in my heart that I won’t come back from it.