The world is as cruel as you see it You see, I lived a life of a beggar Constantly wishing for anything right to land my hand As it extends to the air and space in front of me
Nothing, when I wished for nothing I got exactly what I wanted I reached out and, fate, Fate is crueler than you think it is, than you leaving me with uncertainty and leaving me
you see, fate has always been on the upper hand no regrets and never thinks twice now when it decided we fall apart. We fell apart.
Harder than you thought it was Concrete was concrete I landed perfectly on it Bones broken, thoughts disoriented and tears flowing
Acceptance. Acceptance was harder than healing It was more painful, aggravating Wearing a flowery mask, a façade, a disguise
i'm so disappointed with myself, i thought of you again. i shouldn't have.j 11/03/17