Hand is shaking silently as you reach for the medicine You want to pull your hand back but you’re too weak for it Turn to walk away before you remember again That you’re doing this for me That you’re doing this for you Framed five stitches on the left side of your mind A broken glass was what did the harm Not the thoughts in your head or the hand that you loved Behind the bandage Do you need to know what took what we had? Look me in my closed eyes and tell me if the fall from the chair was that bad What raced through your mind I took my last breath then read it all To taste the bitterness
I made my way to the throne, but darkness is all what surrounded me
Tonight's gear: Blades, bank cards and a white dress Tonight's mission: Red fountain, Shakespeare lines and an empty chest Watching you cut Your skin puffs, pulling out my guts Flawless, sprint through time Blood river flowing perfectly, our blades rhyme It tingles it burns So that’s only the worst Your body is in pain but your mind is at ease One turns to two and two to four At this point you just keep asking for more There’s no stopping yourself from the warmth flowing through your tongue Everyone else is happy so why can’t you be too? Everyone’s blood is red, why yours is blue It stings, I can see it in your eyes Your gums getting numb, my nose too Itchy You only want to feel the pain to feel the rush Enjoy the satisfaction
She was drowning and nobody saw her struggle I saw it all during another sleepless night trapped in my own mind..