I'm falling

       Falling faster than
                         gravity should allow
                                      sinking into myself
Days like                                  at breakneck speed
       this I want                                      with no safety net
           that sickening gut                                 between me
                   feeling of utter                                         and the
                         discomfort and the                                 blackness
                               realization that the
                                     darkness inside of me  
                                              is eating its way
   Everything                                                    out
          meshing together
                  making this world into
                      one long, strenuous dream
                                         and I'm not sure
And the                                      if I'm real anymore
      only way                                           or if I'm just
            that I know                                        a figment of
                 of to tell                                                imagination
                       where the truth                                           floating
                             lies is to push                                                        in
                                    myself over the                                                      space
                                    edge once more
                                sliding down the
                           descent until I've
                       reached the bottom
                     grounded or drowned
                      at least
                                    then
                                              I know