Sometimes it feels like my mind is racing
So many unexpressed emotions
I begin to sweat nervously
pushing myself to be more
Thoughts of anger and rage
Makes my eye twitch calm my nerves by breathing
My anxious side makes me want to unleash break something destroy all that ruins my day.
Use to hide a smile because other see it as weakness.
Turn my confidence into doubt
Feeling guilty because I don't share those emotions. They don't care to understand my feelings but impose their emotions like I have none.
My problem is I put others first but don't know, where to start with myself. Doing what I love just want it on a greater scale having fun.
Staying positive I don't want drama so I write and avoid fakes who talk and use people because they have hidden agenda.
My nerves calmed and soothing because I vent to my screen and write in my journal so I can be free of these crippling emotions that drain me and try to bring me down so I can bounce back stronger wiser.