how many years had past until you realized the right one for you stood by your side your whole life helped you made you smile lightened up your darkest days with just their presence they just needed your attention and you were busy not giving them even the smallest part of it because they weren't your type even when you did not have a type but you had this small evil-ish voice in your head whispering to you at the deepest moment of the night that they were not worthy they just wanted to hurt you make you fall hard for them break you precious and oh so fragile little heart filled with regrets flaws and pain then leave you alone yet again in the dark doomed to die lonely and broken