Sometimes I think I'm not from this world. I can't understand how to connect with humans. All my wires are tangled, frayed and broken. My brain is forever fizzling, I'm short circuited and twisted up.
I have a constant headache from just processing how to live. But all i ever see are cryptic codes and error alerts. It's exhausting feeling like you're made of metal.
I have this hard, steel shell and I'm incased in it. I don't know where it came from. I feel like a scientist's test subject. What happened to me in those test labs framed who I am today.
I talk as though I'm automated. Stuttering and zoning out like I haven't been charged for weeks. I'm begging you to hook me up to your mains support, make me feel real.
I'm introverted and alienate though my insides feel forever exposed. Every 'emotion' I feels like fresh scar tissue, it hurts so much to feel. My cognitive heart can't take it, I'm malfunctioning at any given moment.
Would you please be my new scientist, I know it's a lot to ask. In fact I'm terrified of scientists, so let's scrap that. Would you please be my alchemist, I know it's a lot to ask. Could you conjure up a potion to turn me from alien, to faery.
I'd rather live in a fantasy world than these extraterrestrial plains. I'm sick of floating within a barren atmosphere, take me to enchanted wooded lands.
Use the glitter in your eyes to cast a spell, fill the sky with stars and comets, I just want to smile without an aching jaw.