To over come My Addiction To find love in my self and belief. I must leave you. All I do is bleed by you. The damage you caused will take too much and take so long to Solve. That’s the truth and I Now Accept it. As much as it hurts to believe You Are my biggest Trigger and The reasoning to my Relapses involve u. I wish you stoped And Changed the 1st time you did me wrong. Wish you didn’t continue on. It’s been 6 years and Through it all You Hurt Me sooo ****** much. It is clear You will Do it again. Please leave me Before I lose You & you lose me to drugs .