I am sorry for the way the words came out of my mouth. Full of bitterness and agony. I am sorry for the way they burned your skin as they fell into your ear. I am sorry for the way they made your face crumble and eyes weep. I am sorry for the way I rejoiced in the sorrow etched into the lines on your face I am sorry I took joy in seeing the torment as my words took root I am sorry that this is who I am after years of despair and turmoil I am sorry that this is exactly what you deserve.