Today is World Mental Health Day. I never thought I would celebrate it. I never thought anything was wrong with me (Can you even say something is wrong?) On the outside, there I am: Strong, carefree, smiling, laughing On the inside? That’s a different story. Weak, worrying, whimpering, crying. I hid it as well as I could, Cracking when the pressure was too much. That pressure, that weight, I put it upon myself. Over and over and over, I kept telling myself, Just one more day. Just one more day. Just one more day. Over and over and over. Nothing is wrong. You’re just hurting. You’re just broken. I didn’t know how broken I was. Not until I was diagnosed. I started crying when I was told. I was broken. It wasn’t just in my head. It was and it wasn’t. I took the tests. I got my meds. I started getting better. Today? I’m still healing. I’m still working on getting better. Life has knocked me down, More than I had hoped, In my 20, almost 21, years. It just makes me stronger. I realize that now. I’m stronger than I was. I’m happier than I was. I’m still struggling. Who isn’t? I am depressed. I will not let that define me. I will not let that become me. Depression is a part of me. It is not me. It does not fully make up me. I am still me. Jenna Elizabeth Friesen. Strong. (Even if I don’t feel like it) Happy. (There is bad with the good) Living and loving life, For once. For once in a long time, I can say that I want life. I relish it. That is me beating depression. That is me beating that part, That part of myself.