I live in darkness and vacation in the light watch madness swell and grow like fast track tumors watch the bloated masses explode as they consume the earth and it hurts, knowing they will not hear me certain no one is listening truth is an unwanted commodity when religious and political philosophies are so much easier to devour, but they taste stale to me I am so **** hungry, so I lay stretched out in agony mourning the loss of humanity and human decency. Darkness is the truth I see, it is the clay I work with, but I am so tired because I havenβt had a vacation since nineteen eighty and I am thirty-seven years overdue