life is not ended but there is a difference now.i  have lessened  arguing  to GOD . i  have learned now how to be satisfy on things that he has given me . i  left search of those things which are not get-table . and  literally now sometimes i felt  like life is  a garden , infect all  things are   not perfect .  i am circling in  happiness and sadness instead of all
"my life is  a garden"