7:58am I climb the stairs and turn left where he waits for her to get her books He gives me a heedless smile and I turn right
11:23am I sit on the marble floor as I finish my banana I take a walk un-ironically so that I pass him He's laughs beside her as I fade into the background
2:17pm I sway side to side watching from the outside in as they heal and I break she tells him to have a good night and gets on the bus
2:30pm I sit alone waiting for my mother after school hours it is only the two of us he sits beside me and asks how I've been I say I could be better
2:39pm He tells me that if I ever need anything he's always around His voice urges me to tell him what's wrong but I laugh sheepishly and murmur a thank you
2:45pm I receive a text from my mother saying "10 mins" I put my phone away and give my full attention to him He receives a text saying "Hey babe" and mishears what I said We sit in silence as I study his fingers tapping away and wonder how he could be so ******* stupid