I want to tell you about my day the feelings that hurt me so bad until I finally sorted them out. But the more I tell you the more it will hurt when you reject me for whatever reason because you will be rejecting everything I have confided in you.
So I want to start by telling you that I want to be closer to you I want you to be able to confide in me. I want to know what you care about I want to know how I can help when you are having anxiety I want to know you before I tell you about my day.
It took a while for me to come to terms with these feelings. I am glad I was able to write them when I was feeling them though.