Why do I always fall for the ones I cant get?
I don't fall often.
Honestly I haven't fell in a while.
I don't like falling.
It ***** and the fall is never worth it.
I've been fighting with myself for the past weeks,
trying to figure out what's wrong with me,
trying so hard to hold on and not fall but it happened.
Again there is absolutely nothing I can do about it.
I mean, I acted on it in the past and it didn't work out,
So maybe Ignoring it will be a good thing.
I don't know.
I just don't know how to deal with all of these emotions.
All I know is how to bury them and hide them in the darkest deepest cellar of my heart.
I have a lot of things I wanna talk about.
The problem is, I always wanna talk to the ones I cant get.