When I kiss him It will be gentle There will be no signs of forced entry The doors will be unlocked I will come quietly Carefully When I kiss him I will move slowly My lips will occupy new space with admission He will keep the windows open And a warm taste will wash over us; feeling vaguely familar As if our tongues remember the way our minds do When I kiss him My hands will reach for his cheeks Anticipating small patches of stubble that he was comfortable enough to keep The lights will be off The morning will be soon We will have had little sleep And only small traces of my touch will be leftover in his delayed breathing