Wanting feelings of warmth, but only ice instead Done with the sorrow, I just want to be dead Serious voices of suicide are singing through my head
Should I swing from a tree, in childhood they constantly saved me Snuggly wrapped up in their limbs, a million books I'd read Years were spent up above reality, the safest spot to be
Should I slice my wrist my throat, with my favorite knife Many times I've felt it's bite, the lines on my body it's made rife The smell of iron will be strong as red becomes black, an end of life
Should I drown, heavy blocks tied with the strongest rope Water filled lungs, fish nibbling on my corpse when it bloats Flower in an underwater garden, not sprawled in a dead man's float
Should I take a gun, get a good taste of cold hard steel Shattering my cranium, my brains it will no longer conceal Ending it all in the deep dark woods, has a strange appeal
Should I take some pills, lie upon the side of a mossy hill Watching the birds in flight, till I feel deaths darkened chill Suicide seems the only way out, stuck in my head, mentally ill
To my knees I drop This rain never stops Watching lightning from my rooftop
Wish I wasn't this way Wish I had bright days Wish in the sun I could play
Guess I'll see what comes my way Guess I'll see how my life will sway Guess I'll give this life one more day
But just in case I decide to jump instead of slide Please believe me, I really tried