I Had A substitute.
Who I fired Due To Miss Use.
She began Tricking me.
Her Slow Moves Made me
Start Repeating.
The deal Was To heal bad feels.
To Cure my temptation From the other feel.
A good strategy My Addictive mind Put together .
A short Unoticable High.
Although it Was Low potent & expensive. It Worked Perfect.
I Then started Using For no reason. Just to feel the short feeling.
I spent So quickly.
I became angry.
How did I not notice I was building an addiction.
Worse, on something So weak.
That's When I Stoped.
I couldn't go on.
I Deleted And Blocked.
The supplier to this Worthless drug.
I never Liked it. I always hated this. But for The means to Avoid life a few seconds, I Used it.