I left
I miss you most
Don't forget
To keep me close

I can call my mom
I can text my friends
They keep me calm
But when it comes to myself, what can I send?

A thought?
A word?
I'd rather not get caught
And look absolutely absurd

I miss you most at night
Not your being, you're here
But you aren't acting the way you used to, no not quite
I keep worrying that you'll disappear