The sun is up And hope returns Anew Preparing For another Tomorrow...
I fell asleep praying Praying For exile From bedlam Forever
But life Is cruel Prayers but gutturalΒ Β Chantings Of quiet Desperation
Nightmares Shatter My nightly vigils Sleep A blood curdling respite From sun-baked Depression Why do I endure this Charade This caricature Of ritualistic Living
Why must anything matter Anymore This lonely Battle This battle of Loneliness I am But "an army of one" Decimated
Atrocities establish Beachheads Crowding out Feeble counterattacks Demanding of meager Resources From a soul so utterly Bankrupt
And yet I wake And yet I eat And yet I sleep And yet I hope For another Tomorrow?
I am needless to say struggling to keep head above water. Personal tragedy has hit home again - not complaining! But just sometimes there's only so much one can shoulder. I'm simply putting one foot in front of the other - numb to the world around. Not as strong as I think I am.