This pain comes in different forms
This pain makes sure that it is stronger than the last time
This pain want to leave a mark always
Its strokes devastates me

This leaves me vulnerable
This leaves me confused
My weakness is not physically nor mentally
But weak internally

This makes me not see a will to can
A will to break through
A will to fight
A will to calm and use my brain

This pain blocks all the possible ways to can

Pain you are painful
You are heavy
You a monster
Yes you are and I am scared of you

I am scared that you will visit me and I wouldn’t be able to can

I am scared of you because you possess me
You destroy me
You take control and my being stops
My being stops and honour you

I am scared of you that one day you might just win me