It was a small book he gave me full of empty pages and promises. Like dads who pull quarters from behind their childrens' ears a son hopes there is magic in a blank book. So, I drip letters from my pen stacking them like dragons or a firetruck or a memory that smells like the honeysuckle we drank on bicycle rides. I pray he finds a quiet place where he can hold these thoughts as firmly as held his Ninja Turtle sword.
My oldest gave me a special writing book without any qualifications or parameters to fill them. The first page is taken up with this reminder of who we are to one another.