It tastes of tired days and warm, bitter privilege. Toaster waffles from the freezer, table syrup from the drug store down the road from the fire escape. Blueberries I shouldn't have bought from a sleepy market near work. I don't have a toaster or even a microwave, but I took my best shot on the little electric griddle. It wasn't a very good one, the shot I took, and the griddle. The moon would be somewhere overhead through the smog, if it weren't for this dull, cracked and beautiful ceiling, and the floors of blissful ignorance between me and the sky. It was very little, but I could eat, I could work, I could live.