she rests her chin on my chest as we lay naked beneath sheets knotted by affection.
the moonlight filters like silver tresses through the blinds on this cloudless night, illuminating tears quivering in the corners of cold brew nitro eyes.
as her fingers twirl in the brambles of my beard, she whispers, “the scars i wear are the wounds i carry inside.”
i push my lips against the angry stripes in the crook of her elbow. she winces. grits her teeth. the scars have hardly healed. i brush my hand across her cheek and speak truth—meager as candlelight, but maybe enough to swallow the shadows playing tricks inside her mind.
in forgotten eons long before our sun was forged, the molecules that would conspire to give you form were born in the cores of super giants. those same cells floated through chasms of space-time— billions of years—to this very moment: with you and i entwined beneath the gaze of a cosmos lightyears beyond.
nebulae watched, powerless, as you suffered in a black hole of oppression, desperate to aid, but paralyzed by distance and the entropy of time.
but they did not stay idle. like some whisper of the divine, i find some solace in the fact that somehow dying stars put us on this planet at the same time, almost as if we were two photons in perfect orbit.
for, while dying gods couldnʼt reach out to save you, the stars have converged and our paths overlap.
some wounds may never heal, Beloved. old hurts often refuse to lose their ache. i cannot save you from the inhumanity youʼve suffered. i cannot erase your pain.
but i can lie by your side and ease your anxiety, hold your body close to mine solidarity, forever— endlessly intertwined.