I don't have an answer to the question you're asking. I don't have a clue as to what my heart wants. But for some ******* reason, it can't forget you. Oh sure, I've been doing my best to change its mind, but my best isn't good enough. Don't get me wrong, it wouldn't be a bad thing if we ended up together. But I'm not too sure that that's what you want. It's up to you my dear. The call is yours to make. I'll be fine with whatever you decide. But just don't forget that life is too short to not enjoy what you have. Time isn't eternal, so don't spend it up trying to make up your mind.