I’ve become well-acquainted with these streets – from University Road all the way down to Park Street. My heart skips a beat when my words touch hearts like Alex Panttiere and that’s why these hands keep writing. You left without saying goodbye, you could’ve at least told me why. You easily detached yourself like there were no feelings between us. Like I didn’t love you hard enough, soft enough or even warm enough. For weeks on end, I began hating you for leaving me the way you did. Yet here I am writing all these words and somehow still missing you. I’m slowly finding my way back to myself again no matter how severe the pain. I’ll pick myself up and finally find the strength and courage to love again. Maybe in your quiet time at exactly the right time, I can be your true valentine. Sometimes jacarandas fall with no intention of lighting up the streets with their purple blooms again.
Here I am writing all these words and somehow still missing you.