5AM Wake Up grab the workout clothes, ***, drink water 505AM Meditate inhale...2...3...exhale...2...3...repeat 520AM Run like you've never run beforelike you're getting away from him 540AM Shower the colder the betterinhale...4...5...exhale...4...5... 6AM Breakfast gotta eat somethinganorexia won't fix anything 615AM Read inhale...6...7...exhale...6...7...repeat 625AM Leave it's only schoolyou like school 730AM School just a few hours of blissinhale...8...9...exhale...8...9... 230PM Homework 20 minutes a subject, a dayminimum 3PM Snack remember to drink more waterdon't throw it up 430PM Run run harderremember to breathe 5PM Shower it's okay to be a little warmtears can fall here 630PM Dinner you know the time shiftseat up 7PM America's Favorite Hour work your mindgive your heart a pause 8PM Bedtime ***, brush teeth, more water 10PM Fall asleep the insomnia is hard*the depression is worse
I know that there are a lot of good habits in here, I also know that the italicized is also a bit worrisome and bad. This is my current state of being. I'm working on becoming better