patroclus.
remember me?
listen.
i no longer have all the things
i am proud of anymore.
the golds i have are gone
when i refused finishing a war.
the empire i brag about are gone
when i stopped fighting
the trusts people gave me are gone
when i didn't **** a man.
i am no one.
i have nothing left now.
but why all that
doesn't a lot matter to me?
i lost everything,
but i was not lost.
i was lost
when you laid in my arm
for the last time.
i promised i would protect you.
but i didn't.
i let him aimed you.
the stain of your blood
never disappeared.
the last scent of your body
haunted me.
the tone of your voice
became an alarm to my ears. .
i wasn't dead
when an arrow hit my heel.
because maybe,
my real weakness is you.