At dusk I hang up a worn blue work shirt that smells strongly of love of dirt of the earth melancholy, sweat yesterday's brews the blues, regret twenty cigarettes black breath of the bone moth old blood, moon dust spring pollen, summer grass, Autumnal **** winter's cold blast sea salt and pine needles mountain laurel, desert air my dog's hair, I swear I can't bear the thought of washing or throwing away all the stains, the growing pains the laughter, the sorrows these history lessons I need to get me through tomorrow.