Countless times I've told those hurt it will be okey
Countless times I've tried to halt this still I decay
Said Its only another hour another day
Cry, cut, and die Cause im always lead astray

I shouldnt be allowed to feel this alone
I try to punish myself i try to atone

It started with sicssors and butter knifes alone in my kitchen
I told them I was suffering told them i was dying but they wouldnt listen

It escalated ya it elevated  
To something out of my control
Ive cut my arm so much im sure the blood tainted my soul

And I wont apologize and  I wont leave you any answers
I cried out to you all but you left me to this cancer

This disease called depression where suicidal thoughts are free to roam  
I cant hide from them anywhere not even safe in my own home