the child's house domicile of estrangements his parents dressed him like a little girl against his will a pox of gender confusion glum aura he ascended by violence and lived through the logic of a mirage except for copulating with demons which of course was ruined by the good Christians they who always hate *** not wanting to be reminded they are animals too their heaven withheld their halo's sullied the vulnerability of desire their crime Eros a disgrace still beating their genitals until a wicked thunder the pro-creative an affirmation of paradox between the continuity of life and the dread of death ***** resurrections a second ******* **** flood without redemption Satan standing on their necks while God pulls them up by their hair rebels to reason bewitchers of wit deranged by the myth of dolls wood and plastic painted corpses staring and a blossom throated Goddess ham handed monkey fist jerking off in search of a bulls eye anyway eyes bleeding on bare legs; lifting a white cotton dress a bulwark of erections like canons blasting puce spats under his frilly skirt; a red rain haunted by dead girls dancing like homeless hip bones sway a bewildered phantasm in a doll house dream