The pain feels so real sometimes. As if your memories have the power to rip my heart right open. I can still hear you voice in my head, it makes my heart pound. I wonder how you are, I wonder where you are. Do you think of me ever? The world carries on without you, but nothing is the same. I wonder if you have forgotten me. I lay awake at night wondering why you won't leave my mind. It's been years. Yet I remember you every night I shed tears for you every night. Do you still remember me? The pain feels so real sometimes. The pain feels so real sometimes.