I miss you like a fish misses water during a drought,
Never took the time to actually show its true appreciation for sustaining life- for protection, education and genuine love.
I miss you like the person that decided at the final second that they're gonna come off the train tracks,
Because I know our hearts were about to collide, and your hand was almost at mine but I missed the opportunity to reach for you.
I miss you.
The only brother that ever acknowledged that I was different,
Quick to discipline yet slow to judge,
Always with love and never held a grudge,
I miss you.
We shared the same room and we'd talk til the new day began,
Even though I tried pushing you away and did you wrong you never ran,
Away,
From your little brother,
I can still feel your kisses,
From those I new you cared,
And when I was scared,
I remember running home to... you'd make me laugh until in the face of my opposition I could stare,
And know that my big brother got my back.
I remember stressed out days you greet me with a smile,
Gimme some bucks, a bite to eat, and said you'd see me in a while.
I miss you D.
I miss you and me.
Especially now when I'm hurting but its only my flaws everyone sees and they keep throwing them at me like I got no soul or I'm nobody,
I wish somebody would be like you,
And see me for me,
Instead of trying to control, let me be free,
God knows who I'd be without you, and I never got the chance to let you know that the love I've built for you is true.
I miss your voice,
I miss your laugh,
Eyes, ears, face, and your head with no hair,
I will always have you in my heart,
You never failed to be man of your word, you kept it real from the start,
Sleep on D,
I will always be your little brother,
We,
Will always be brothers,
You and me.