By the time I reached the end, my mouth was tied in a twist. Salt water and smoke rose up from my throat caged between porcelain, and sugar sweet lips. I lay awake, swaying softly, in a cacoon of strawberry silk. Carefully contemplating the white spaces of time that kaleidoscope like fractals between the shades of falling leaves. I am at peace, fully aware of the world around me. I am happy, dreaming of summer sunsets, and kissing the cherry trees.