I sit in a constant state of drunken stupor Watching the celestial gloaming of blooming eternity Haunting the dead with songs of the living And I am neither nor, I mourn for heart beats lost to clocks There is no keeping up for me Time evades Still And stolen Dried flower blooms long ago gone grey and colourless mark calender pages andΒ Β birthdays never known~A
I'm in love with you. I've gone bat **** crazy and that's ok. I quit my country club job and my escort job. Bet not many of you knew what I was. It matters not. Stella is well. She finally stopped crying for her absent father. And for the first time in my odd and long life, I smile once in a while;) Oh, and I still can't sleep.