It seems like my mind is finally back in control Like I figured out I don't need that filthy drugs in my life anymore The reasons I've had to throw my life Away have become pitiful and selfish I have been seeking my high power And He has shown me That I have the power in my mind and with his guidance I the strength to say no more I want to better myself everyday And maybe soon I will have the courage to make contact with the Right people and back to work on being a good mother and actually Putting forth effort to get my youngest back in my life and maybe Someday with the right support system Get to visit and see my other two baby girls as well as my son.