so i have been distracted from reality of death again now i hope finding my way among all adding few years more how perilous and sad you say i sound i am but a great admirer of life mourning of its inevitable end then i finally understand and came to appreciate of death too i realize we need life to feel that too and to really know death is every bodies' doom we have no choice but to rejoice of this finite gift and see to it that we lived it all and lived it well