what is this feeling inside me right now? It comes and it goes.
it feels like a anvil on top of my chest, but it comes and it goes.
i try to avoid it, and keep living with it as it comes and it goes.
when i dwell on it longer it grows and it grows, while it comes and it goes.
it takes my smile and turns it around, and it comes and it goes.
i do not remember the cause of it now, for it comes much more than it goes.
how long has it been that I've laid here and thought, When, oh when, will it go?
a minute, an hour, a week, now a year.
come to think, its been here all of my life, and
i do not believe it will ever go.