i have been a TV screen since the day i was born. all static and scrambling dots, flipping channels, frenzied with feeling, wringing myself inside out for audiences who do not notice i am in the room. i am a TV screen and i have been dark for so long. but turn me on now and the world will see you, your eyes, your elbows, your desperately beautiful force projected onto me like billboard love. the Broadway of my body covered in your face. we gleam together. the two of us bending our prisms until they make a new color, your pixels pressing into my skin like the first sun of a new year. like the air we breathe after coming up, up from the deep