You pretend to know me
But have you really seen me
What I am on the inside
Wanting my outsides to die
My insides have gone long ago
Dying is just way too slow
Go on with your lives
I'll look out for you
Making sure you get what you want
Not thinking twice about what I sought
Until it's too late
To see if you would participate
In my needs
In my wants
In my life
Words from my mouth will preach forgiveness
But it's a lie
They preach that you forget this
You pretend to be sad
At my burning
At my suffocating
Wishing there was something you could do
Then you hate yourself
I looked for help under a disguise of boredom
You ignored me
I shared my feelings
You pushed them away
You despise yourself
Because you know I wouldn't have
Ignored you
Pushed you
Gave the attention needed
To stop you
From becoming what I see in the mirror