I've seem to have fallen again Recalling the present Who knows if or when I'll come to Or if I'll get back up again Wither Daydreaming Or having nightmares, I'm taunted For this is all that I've ever wanted.. But now I'm here and both seem the same . Lost right now Feeling as if Everything's cold and black ... As I curl up alone .. Unknowing only what's to come Stuck falling further into my pillow. Afraid now's too late to return.. as I fall deeper through my nightmare