Maybe it wasn't the drugs, or the red headed devil dancing on your spine that convinced you I was no good. Maybe it was just my delivery, the way desperation spilled out of my ears, a little too dedicated to understanding, that made me seem less delicate. I saw it coming, it was just a matter of time until desolation sunk in again and forced my aesthetic to be destruction. There's a disconnect, sometimes, the sound waves don't hit eardrums quite right. And sometimes, they're just a little too loud. It's okay to turn the volume down. But the music doesn't cease just because it's softer. And it doesn't any hurt less just because it happens more often.