I wonder if you even know I exist anymore. If you ever stop to think of me for even a moment. It doesn't seem like you do. It's been so long since I've heard from you, but you still seem like the same person. I wonder if I had some sort of negative influence in your life, That you decided to completely erase your memory of me. I sure hope not. And if I did, then I'm sorry. I did the same to someone afterwards, And I feel awful about it. I wish I could apologize to them. But at this point, I think it would do more harm than good.