Taken in by the pagan spin of abusive words spoken to repair what they won'tΒ Β admit ...is broken no civilized advancement comes stepping up to convincingly rent All intwined like a wayward vine Bending and twisting completely devoid of any spine No amount of concentration Allows me the sleightest indication How one can collude with others of such attitude Void of fairplay or honor consistant in attempting to intrude
My pillow would turn to solid stone My mind would beg for me to please atone The dismal days I'd have could I climb out of bed The pain would hover over filling me with dread
Each day to weigh heavier like a growing cancer That knowledge that a question awaits an answer That I could not acknowledge by truth I know Nor can I go down the list...that liars row To insult others as well as my own sacred being