Nobody noticed me under the water Drowning silently But now I've reached the surface Screaming violently People seem to have a problem with the volume My life is at risk of bleeding into their's Oh, look at me whining for attention ATTENTION! Everybody wants attention I'd rather be someone who says things for attention Than someone who never says anything And never gets any attention When people see me I hope they see themselves Reflection They just look right through me Rejection All this in search of the grand attention It shoots through you like a bullet Then washes over you like a wave But it's different for me... It explodes inside me like an atomic bomb And then pours out into the canyon that separates me from myself They say a dog will **** anything I disagree It all depends on how much you beat them Strike them constantly until their sexuality is Strained By the constant barrage of pain and damage Strained By the treachery and cruelty of their owner Strained By shame