How do you get over the fact that some stories are dead? That what is left for you to do is to play them over and over in your head? How do you lie to yourself when you cannot forget the truth?
How do I keep these thoughts away from the wind? How do I pretend that I, too, can spread my wings and fly no matter how heavy I feel?
This rare, watchful companion, what is it pointing out? A light from a distance. It whistles and dances and then lifts me up so I can clearly see that what's gone is gone and there is nowhere to go but through that light.